When we exchanged rings, we hoped our family of two would grow.
It has, into a family of 4. We're just split in half.
Two of us walk the Earth while two of us fly in Heaven.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

World shattering

Four years ago today (November 21) we heard the news we'd been dreading. Our baby had no heartbeat. Our baby was dead and would soon be born, cold silent and still. Our baby wouldn't be born in May 2009. We wouldn't be buying any more baby things. We wouldn't have the joy of introducing her to the waiting grandparents after a dramatic labor and delivery. We wouldn't get to have her introduced to her uncles and aunties. We wouldn't get to see her grow up. We wouldn't get any photographs of us with her or any of the relatives. Our grandmothers wouldn't get to hold their first born greatgrandchild. Our world came tumbling down in the cruelest way possible. Our hopes and dreams and plans for the future were dashed.

The first onesie I bought for our first baby. It is still unworn.
The baby girl footed onesie I bought in hopes of finding out gender soon.
Some of the last pictures taken where I believe our baby was still alive.
Dressed up as a Pregnant Cowgirl and a Werewolf for a coworkers 40th birthday.
One of the few pictures where I had a bump.

We miss you baby girl. <3 Julia Rose Davies <3

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